Fear in ruling the Kingdom.

It was a sunny day and I was being shown a flat paved place, it seemed like a driving course, where 10 'disciples' that were/are going to 'rule the world', were going to be trained. On the floor there was 10 white rectangles where the disciples were going to stand. Perpendicular to those rectangles where 5 circles separated from the others. The person that was showing me this gave me the impression that 'it' wanted me to be a disciple and leader..-end-07