I've been trying to find my notebook!!!

I have yet to find my notebook where I have written my dreams from three to four years ago :( ... Meanwhile I will hope that each individual visits the interior parts of the self,only by rectifying the self can one find the path.

Carbon is the basis for organic chemistry, as it occurs in all living organisms.

"The Element Carbon is defined as...
A naturally abundant non-metallic element that occurs in many inorganic and in all organic compounds, exists freely as graphite and diamond and as a constituent of coal, limestone, and petroleum, and is capable of chemical self-bonding to form an enormous number of chemically, biologically, and commercially important molecules. One of the hardest (diamond) substances known to man."
http://www.facts-about.org.uk/science-element-carbon.htm

Fractal expressions

I saw a lot of numbers and a formula on a white background, probably a paper, but what I clearly saw was V10 or the problem of the square root of 10.-end-07may.
http://www.crewtonramoneshouseofmath.com/images/square-root-x-cropped.jpg

Chesed and Gevurah

This is not really a dream, I just closed my eyes and saw two spheres one red and the other blue. I heard,"I am the Alpha and Omega". --end 08.

The darkness forces me to return to it.

It was night time and I was going to my sisters house from 7/11. As I walked I noticed two nuns dressed in black. The first nun was near me the other was at the end of the block. The nuns had an evil complexion. I was by the house next to my sisters house on the left when I approach the first nun. I looked down fearing to see her face because I knew she was Bad. As I passed her she told me not to keep on going. I knew she turned towards me as she said that and but I kept on going. As I was to turn to go into my sisters house I stopped. The nun had forced me somehow to stop, she paralyzed me. She then turned me around to look at her. She was hovering slightly above the ground with an evil grin on her face. She then hovered/floated me and brought me towards her.-end-06

In the Valley of the Shadow of Death

It was night time and I was riding a horse on a hill. I was suppose to go to a house and turn in something to the person inside the house. I was suppose to get there before a black shadow person did. It was like a race or bet and that I could not afford loose. The black shadowy person gave me much fear. As I was headed towards the house down a hill a very cold and strong gust blew against me and I knew that the winds were bad(demons in air).More fear grew in me but I knew I had to keep strength and valor in me, So I sang 'Baruch Hashem Adonai Elohim Adonai Echad' as I went towards the house. I was relieved because I was going to get there before the shadow but as I got near the house the black figure appeared and somehow I could not walk fast, the figure seemed to make me slow down. The figure walked up to the house and gave its 'thing' but since it 'cheated' I tried to slip my head near the side of the door into the house but the person inside the house would not accept my 'thing'. I had lost. I rode off singing carrying a 'battle flag'.-end-07

The battle I will conquer someday.

It was a clear day in a zoo like place. I was a 'spectator' or that was the impression I got in the dream. As I stood looking from a safe place(where people stand and are separated from the animals) I saw a Falcon standing on a thick branch or log. I heard a voice telling me to look the right that Armageddon was going to begin.-end-07

Fear in ruling the Kingdom.

It was a sunny day and I was being shown a flat paved place, it seemed like a driving course, where 10 'disciples' that were/are going to 'rule the world', were going to be trained. On the floor there was 10 white rectangles where the disciples were going to stand. Perpendicular to those rectangles where 5 circles separated from the others. The person that was showing me this gave me the impression that 'it' wanted me to be a disciple and leader..-end-07

Not clear yet.

It was a cloudy night time. I looked up the sky and there were two moons and below and in between was the Sun not shining because of the clouds, but it was or it appear to be night-time!-end-07

My refuge.

I was at a beach and there was a kid playing near me when a surge of green water submerged the beach. The kid and I jumped up the steps into a pier like balcony of a restaurant. There was a door leading inside to the building but it was locked and I could not opened it. The balcony had two glass walls one towards the ocean and another on the side ending by the steps up which we came. I could see through the glass the green water, it was well above me and the kid, but somehow the water did not get into the space we were in, when it should of because the glass walls only protected us partially and the water should of rised above us, on the sides we were unprotected but the water levels were below us. It was intense.-end-07

Lord over the elements or falter?

It was night time and it was windy. I drove to a supermarket to buy supplies in case the strong winds became a problem. Then the lights went off. We then walked towards our car with difficulties because of the gusts. We drove to a house that belong to us and everyone decided to leave because of the winds except me. I knew everything was going to be alright but then the lights went out in the house and wind started to shake the house and I thought that just to be on the safe side I would leave the house to a safer place as I drove away there was tornado force winds pushing the car but even then I knew nothing bad was going to happen.-end-07

Obstacles on the way.

I was on the beach at night with my family when a huge wave came. We all ran away from the wave but the wave was too quick and I stopped by a multi-level parking lot waiting for the wave to overwhelm me but somehow the parking structure stopped it.-end-07

Sacred Marriage.

I was on a city street, all seemed like a normal busy day on the city. Then a tall man with a beard and a black tunic grabbed my arm (he seemed like an archetypal hermit) and led me into a circular 'hall'. In the hall there were couples all dressed the same way and of the same height. All women in baby blue elegant gowns and all men in black suits. All were dancing and twirling as couples in a synchronized way and were equidistant from each other. However there was a spot that was not uniform it gave me the impression that they needed a few more couples to complete the uniform dance that may have had a "sacred" geometrical shape. The couples dancing made the circular floor move round. The man then mentally told me to find a female of my height. He also asked me if I knew the number or rate at which the mono-atomical number flowed into the place, I didn't answer. On the right of the circular hall was a doorway that led to the left and right. He said not to go to the left but I went into that one (it wasn't my will). There I met an old friend and I felt melancholy and mild sorrow.-end07

Almost there.

I was in a bus that was going into a mountain with lots of greenery. The bus was at the bottom of the mountain on the left side of the mountain wall. The road was too narrow for the bus to go on, it was impossible for the bus to have kept on going but somehow it 'jumped' through the path, I was scared and did not think we were going to make it ( I had other dreams of going up mountains and always falling to the bottom). We made it to a rest stop were there was a natural garden with colorful roses bright greens and plenty of exotic, vivid, colorful insects. The garden was in the middle of the mountain and the blue sky was at eye level, the sensation was that of a natural exotic place, it was beautiful. Then it was time to keep moving upwards so we (people I don't know) left on the bus.-end-06

Initiation

The dream was in black and white. It was night time and I was going to a ceremony that was taking place on a lonely corner street near a corner of a building. In the ceremony there were two rabbis, they had an evil
look and moved in non-human ways, almost robotic. They spoke to me mentally and said to me 'eat it, it's
kosher'. They were referring to gray 'cubes' on a silver platter. The 'cubes' looked like platonic solid shapes. Each cube(Rhombicuboctahedron I think) had a letter in Hebrew (but changed into English then back into Hebrew) and all together spelled out 'Huberus' (sic) or 'hubris'. The letters kept on changing from Hebrew letters into English letters. I then got the 'cubes' and with my hands shaped them. The texture was like play-dough. I shaped the 'cubes' into a Red with gold filigree book that was radiating, it was
beautiful. I placed it near the building wall radiating with colors the wall and my face. The rabbis scoffed and seemed disappointed at me.-end-06

Not ready to understand.

I was walking on the street on a sunny day when a beautiful little girl, with black radiant hair appeared in front of me and gave me a tablet. She appeared to be about 6 or 7 years old with an Asian (Tibet or Nepal) complexion. I could not read the tablet because it was written in another language that seem to be or similar to Sanskrit.-end-06

Loosing the Infant.

I was walking across the street and I could see a man (dressed as a Moor) on top of a building looking at me. I knew he was trying to hurt me, as I crossed the street the man jumped from the roof of the building to the bottom street where I was near some steps that led into a building. There I fell to the ground. The man was wearing a white tunic and had a sword (crescent sword) by his waist, which he lifted, he was about to strike me and kill me but he said he was going to let me live if a took care of an infant he was carrying. I accepted and gave the infant to my father to take care of. I followed him as he ran away.

Seven years later, the Infant protects and leads the way.

I was outside the door of the house (in HP 5423.) It was night time and something was going on(something major in the city that families had to leave town) that we had to leave at night. I stared at the sky and there I saw a crescent moon(it was the bottom part of the moon that was lit) and within the dark side of the moon to the left was a star shining bright then I looked at an infant covered in a light color blanket and I held him tight and began walking towards the car to leave town. I did not know who the infant was.-end-06